“Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed, so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road”
~ Firework by Katy Perry
I’m on vacation from work. I’m supposed to be a stay at home mom yet somehow in the last 4 months I’ve worked almost as much as I used to while working and I now have X. to take care of as well.
When X. was born the door to ministry was shut for me. I knew I had to stay home. I’ve had so much fun with him and I wouldn’t change it for the world. But now we’re in a place where I’m home and working (and writing) and I’m trying to sort it all out. At times I feel a little confused. I wonder what will come in the future. I wait and discern. I believe it will be good but it seems a little hazy right now.
So in this haze I sit. I stew. I wonder. And while I wonder I try to remember that sometimes the best things take some time.